Thursday, August 14, 2008

life goes on..

kaya nandito padin ako sa office! haha!
hangga't keri ng powers ko at ng madaling maguilty kong konsensya
e di mamaluktot
tumango
umo-o
yu-mes ser
at
maging sunudsunuran.

pero oras na dumating ang tamang timing..
wla e di dumating sya.


tska na ung rants. Hehehe..

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Bullshit Rules-deleted

Guys, I have to delete my previous post coz there are two people who tried to maybe read my blog, they invited me to be their friend though we know that I only choose the people who can actually read my blog post. But sad to say that they fail. T_T And Ive already put them to where they belong! To the junk! [crap]


Oh well.. can't say anything now.. maybe I just wanna say thanks to those people who commented on that entry..

perezval05
elisegarcia13
archaznable
coolguy27-kahit ginago mo lang yung comment mo.. lol
ryanlenon
jamaine12
lyneb

and pati nadin sa mga nagvie2w from time to time kahit di kayo nagcocoment.. you know who you are.. I know you understand me too..


I'm okay now... and life's goes on! ^__^

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Monday, June 2, 2008

the only constant thing in life is change

you,

The things that you've been said and done have been answered the doubts i have in you. I have always thought we'll pull through together despite our differences, our character that seems to keep clashing non-stop but maybe, maybe i was wrong. i will not put any blame on you, for i believe that it takes two hands to clap in whatever people's do. Yes I know, you have your flaws, i have mine as well.Now, I'm pretty sure things will never be the same again. neither will we look into each other's eyes the way we did before... yes...  everything has changed....

"the only constant thing in life is change"

Friday, May 30, 2008

Back to graveyard shift..

Today May 30, 2008 is my last day of stay here in mid shift. I will be starting again @ graveyard shift on Monday June 2, 2008. I am looking forward to this new challenge and to starting a new phase of my career.?(confused) (as if naman may pagbabago)


Anyway, here's my few notes to those people with whom Ive interacted with.


To my colleagues: Well, I just want to say that it has been a wonderful time working with you.I have enjoyed my stay here and I appreciate having had the opportunity to work with you. Thank you for the support, guidance, and encouragement you have provided me during my two months of stay here..


To Sai: Thank you for being there for me, well at least we've been given a chance to be together in one working shift. You know, all the “away and tampuhan” while working, I'll be missing that! :D Our dinner time together, going home together after work and how many nights we've wasted our time waiting for the bus that you've actually want to ride on! >.< oh well.. that's you e.. Hun, again thank you for all the good times and bad times that we've been together here in Mid Shift I'll surely miss that. ^__^


I have more to say but I forgot..hahah. O_o


Oh well, So, to my colleagues @ graveyard shift: see you on Monday! =P

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Let it be.

That seems like the answer to all things right now.

I want to paint myself green and fly away.. I wanna fly like a bird.. so be it.

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart

- Elphaba, Wicked

I want to be less insecure so that I can do what I feel is right and not be jealous..

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Shit happens.. hold-up to!---cut! O_o

Shit happens. Ito na yata ang latest theme nang buhay ko for the past few days..

haaayysss...

nahold-up kami kagabi.. grabe.. sobrang nakakatakot!  diko na ikwekwento ang buong pangyayari.. basahin nyo nalang dito sa blog ni simon.


Buhay nga naman oo..

Again as I've said earlier shit happens and we really need to deal with it! Damn!


PS: kung sino man makapulot nang mga id's at kung anu2 pa na may pangalang Diana Liban.. uuhhmmmm.. wala lang! keep it as your souvenir nalang! lol.. 

Monday, April 28, 2008

Take a risk...

"To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.

To weep is to risk appearing sentimental

To reach out for another is to risk involvement.

To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.

To place your dreams before a crowd is to risk ridicule.

To love is to risk not being loved in return.

To live is to risk dying.

To hope is to risk despair.

To go forward in the face of overwhelming odds is to risk failure

The greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

The person who risks nothing is one who does nothing, has nothing, is nothing.

He may avoid suffering and sorrows, but he cannot learn, feel, change, grow, or love.

Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave - he has forfeited his freedom.

Only a person who takes risks is FREE" -Unknown

Monday, April 14, 2008

my digicam...

Haayy.. eto nanaman ako.. puro rantings nalang pinopost ko dito sa multiply.. urgh..
Okay, so last friday, plano ko nang  ibenta digicam ko.. sabi ko kasi ayoko na sakanya, bibili nako nang bago yung mas maliit at simple lang.. Actually nahanapan na nga siya nang buyer kaso today nya bibilhin.

Last saturday naman we attended a birthday party at makati, I took many picts as I can  as in super daming pictures kasi yun na yung last time magagamit ko siya.  Lahat yata nang tao dun kinunan ko.So the party is over. Were on our way home na. When were at the cab, one of our friend called us and he wants us to go at DULCE bar at timog.. He says that its a nice and cool place, since he said that he'll going to pay our entrance bill and cab, we decide to go there. libre kasi eh!  

Pagdating dun ganda nga nang place daming magaganda at pogi.. ^_^  But here's the worst part, pagdating namin sa loob nang bar, I put off my bag  in a chair next to me.. Wala pang 10 seconds, SOMEONE STOLE MY BAG! And everythings  inside of it! My make up kit my digicam and N95 cellphone of my friend.. T_T huhuhuh.. ayun... Imbes na nag enjoy, umuwi kaming luhaan.. huhuhh.. kahapon mugto mata ko.. pero ngayon, dina.. at medyo naka get over nadin.. Sayang lang talaga mga pictures kasi diko pa nalilipat yung iba sa computer ko.. pati nung bday party ko nandun din.. hayyy.. malas talaga.. But someone told me na everythings happens for a reason at may kapalit yun.. sana...

Lesson:
*Huwag mong sasabihin ayaw mo na sa isang bagay dahil pag itoy nawala sayo dun mo malalaman ang halaga nya..
* Kapag pupunta sa party. Wag nang magdadala nang malaking bag.. Body bag na maliit pwde..heheh
* Kapag sinabing uuwi na, e umuwi na at wag nang pupunta kung saan saan pa.
* Wag magtitiwala sa mga taong nakapaligid sayo.. (Kung iisipin, its not a cheap place, at bigatin at mga artista nandun pero mas madami palang magnanakaw sa ganun lugar) hayyyss... T_T

So yun lang.. share ko lang.. sa dami nang napuntahan kong bar dun ako nadale.. hayyysss.. ganun talaga ang buhay.. T_T

Friday, April 11, 2008

'Sorry' ain't enough,but that's all I've got...

Sometimes I really wonder,whether you're telling the truth when you're talking to me...

You're the biggest mystery I've come across....

I just don't get you...

Curiosity killed the cat,but  you  'know what?

I'm no fucking cat...


What if we're wrong?

My doubts are surfacing...

And I'm starting to think that I'm in the wrong tract..

I shouldn't be feeling like this..

But yet I do

'Sorry' ain't enough,but that's all I've got...

Thursday, March 27, 2008

kelangan bang mag isip?

Oo.. akala ko magiging maayos ang takbo nang lahat.. Pero mukang di ganun ang nakikita kong sistema. Diko alam kung bakit. anung dahilan at bakit di maibigay ang mga SIMPLENG bagay na dapat binibigay sa akin.. ayoko man isipin tama ang iba.. o mali lamang ako nang iniisip pero yun yung nakikita ko. Haayyy...

Minsan naisip ko, huwag na lang kaya ako mag-isip para mas madali ang lahat ng bagay.  Kung anong naramdaman ko, yun na yun. Wala nang isip-isip pa. I'll just take it as it is. Pero hindi ganun kadali yun. Kailangan pag-isipan ang mga bagay. Pero baka nga masyado na kong nag-iisip.

Putik! Hirap maging matalino! O_o

Monday, March 24, 2008

confused...

Confusion eats me.
So deep.. yeah.. deeply..



But I'm pretty sure of one thing-never will i fuck this up. hell no.
I'm happy.. and so very lucky (even without anyone at my side)
why?


thats where only part of the confusion comes in.
a little campfire changes nothing.


But one thing I am sure of-


I'm not in Love with just “the idea..”
So, uhm, that's just me..


Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Happy Valentine's day

Hey everyone! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY =)
special shout out to people i heart
(and not in any particular order)

Mom / my big bro, vincent / khayce / Camille / Potchie / Joanna / Arjay / edna / val / koriks / kurt / sir jeff / benly / marian/ everyone at Versomina Inc. / hazel / best deejay / best geri/ jhenny / My lil sister elle (lets not fight nemore...)/ relatives/ kuya john/ to all my cuz! especially to te cathy / my best chad (thanks for the gifts!) / to all my sister's friends seichi/ tash/carla/cathy/ Special mentioned to tiny,giselle,khuyeng and nesli/ All the lovers/and all the singles out there!/all the bloggers/ all my friends here in multiply/ everyone living in pasig lol/ mabel(my guy best bud)/and my bf (uhmmm... forgot his name..heheh..sorry..kidding.. SaiMon of course.. *hugz*)

and everyone else who might be a lil' lonely today
oh and its OKAY to buy yourself chocolates or flowers. ^_^

sorry if i left anyone out =p



have a wonderful Valentine's day!

*hugs* -dee_el

(dammit, got craving for chocolate cake...T_T)

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Happy Moments...




My debut.. Okay, so I got this pictures on my friendster account and some of friends there commenting na "ikinasal kana pala" lol.. ayun.. muka lang pero hindi.. heheheh.. enjoy the picts! and oh, my escort there is chad.. =)

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Imsonia attack.. =(

Well, despite a mere three and half hours of sleep yesterday, today has been good... after work I'm going home to re-try EVERY sleep remedy I can find (on top of the hundreds I've already tried). I WILL SLEEP!!! Damn I also got headache and backache!! Back massage please..?


I wish to sleep like a baby later on.. like this.. -->>